Where I am currently. Truthfully, I am currently all over the board. But kinda in a good way. For the first time in my life, I am slowly working on taking a good long look at the "why" of my eating issues rather than just being worried about the number on the scale.
As a family, we are going through the Trim Kids eating plan again. The weight started at 270.3 on January 2nd and is slowly, slowly heading downward. The best news is that I am 6 days binge free. But more than that, thanks to these things called blogs, for the first time ever, I am starting to feel not alone.
I have been reading multiple posts written by binge eaters and have seen myself in their words so clearly. I could have written these things. That is my life. There is more to it, but that is for another post and more thoughts.
On a final note of my current state, I have attended a couple of Overeaters Anonymous meetings. A good friend of mine has made amazing progress emotionally and physically in the last year and seeing the change in her, not in her weight, but in HER drew me to go and check it out. I am currently keeping an open mind and still kind of in the checking it out phase.
All I know is I can not live like this. This can not be my life. Period.
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